january girl is dead

january girl is mourning the death of her friends. one, two, now three. she loves the smell of fall and the turning trees, but it shatters her, puddles her, then sucks her into electrons.

10/22/2006

soma

Nothing left to say
And all I've left to do
Is run away
From you
He led me on, down
to secrets I can't keep


Close your eyes and sleep
Don't wait up for me
Hush now don't you speak
To me


Wrapped my hurt in you
And took my shelter in that pain
The opiate of blame
Is your broken heart, your heart


So now I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray my tears
To anyone caught in our ruse of fools


One last kiss from me...yeah
One last kiss good night


Didn't want to lose you once again
Didn't want to be your fool
Fulfilled a promise made of tin
And crawled back to you


I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray myself
To anyone, lost, anyone but you


So let the sadness come again
On that you can depend on me, yeah
Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah
When god sleeps in bliss



I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
And I'll betray myself
To anyone

1 Comments:

At 10/22/2006 1:59 AM, Blogger Ian said...

Yes but if you betray yourself to everyone then you aren't really betraying anything since there is not intimacy in the equation

 

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