january girl is dead

january girl is mourning the death of her friends. one, two, now three. she loves the smell of fall and the turning trees, but it shatters her, puddles her, then sucks her into electrons.

1/29/2006

How's This?

I don’t fucking care. I don’t fucking care about this story I am working on. I don’t care if it is good or bad or mediocre (which is really the worst). I don’t want to work on it. I don’t want to work on any fiction. I just don’t care. I’m burned out, sick of fiction. Sick, sick, sick, fucking sick of it.

I go play Katamari now.

3 Comments:

At 1/29/2006 8:41 PM, Blogger Ian said...

It comes from a need not a desire.

 
At 1/29/2006 8:47 PM, Blogger january girl said...

don't i know it. and i do not have the fucking need right now. i get it sometimes, but now is not the time. not only that, but there is need to write and need to write and be famous and all sorts of shit imbetween. getting a blog really helped my demons shut the fuck up, so now i wonder why i'm here.

i thought there was only one answer, but it turned out there were many many more....

 
At 1/30/2006 6:32 PM, Blogger Ian said...

There are many answers, that's part of the fun and there are are not demons like the boogie man they don't exist save to keep children in line.

 

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